end.

2006-03-04

im a useless bum.
im a useless bum with no brains.
im a useless bum with no brains and no affections.
im not even qualified to be called a bum.
people know who bums are.
people dont know me.
dont remember me.
dont bother about me.
im worse then the shit of this world.
shit still could be used to fertilise your garden.
im still wasting the limited resources of this earth.
i should end my life soon.
afterall.
life is just a process of dying.
whats the point.
no meaning.
no purpose.
wondering why.
so many times.
thought it wouldnt happen this time.
well.
whats new.
im never right.
but ive had enough.
i gone through this enough.
i dont wanna bring my self back together anymore.
i cant take another blow.
sorry.
its not me whos goes away.
i just the only one left behind.
whats new.
i hate myself..................


She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Oh I guess I should have told her
I thought she knew

She said I took her for granted
That's the last thing I would do
Whoa I'll never understand it
I thought she knew
I thought she knew

I thought she knew
My world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known

A heart full of words left unspoken
Now that we're through
I'd sell my soul to have this silence broken
Oh I thought she knew
I thought she knew

I thought she knew
My world revolved around her
My love light burned for her alone
But she couldn't see the flame
Only myself to blame
I should have known
I should have known

She was my once in a lifetime
Happy ending come true
Whoa I guess I should have told her
But I thought she knew